Its finally arrived, that ever elusive day. Tomorrow has come......again. For the past month or so, I kept telling myself "tomorrow". Tomorrow I will begin again......tomorrow I will do better.....tomorrow..... Well, its here.
Because I am always starting "tomorrow", every single "today" has been a binge fest. Its like I am back at square one only with a bit of a head start. Yeah, its been a bad month that has included a midnight drive through at Taco John's, a cookie fest, ordering out with a soda and dessert after every meal, ordering out way more than once a week, a buffet, a cereal-a-thon, ice cream galore, and virtually no exercise. All that is going to change, again, today.
Not sure how or where it all happened, but I do know that somewhere in there my thinking changed. I reverted back to old habits, and was getting a bit obsessed with numbers again. Speaking of numbers, I gained 3 pounds on this month tirade, which isn't really horrible. Step one today was stepping on that scale (notice I didn't do a blog entry last week? Yeah, that was me giving myself permission to go crazy for this last week, and go crazy I did). So here we are on WWD, now officially day ONE again.
I'm at 142 now, and my goal is to be below 140 again. Ideally 134 is a good number. So I really only need/want to lose 5-8 pounds.
However, I want to still go for ice cream, still go to the buffet, still order dessert, and maybe still go through a drive through every now and again. I need to make allowances or else I end up going crazy. I love food! AND THAT IS OK. I just need to do it once a month rather than once a day or even once a week.
So here we go again. Happy Tomorrow, which is really Today.
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