I am sinking, drowning in fact. Real fast like. All of my Birthday excursions and friendly get togethers have really derailed me. Back to real old habits including raiding the Bingo bin at work for Twix and Recess Peanut Butter Cups. Restaurant meals and trips for ice cream have been way too frequent. Food in my house has been way too sparse, which prompted me to get not one, but two, meals from the cafeteria when I worked a double. Though I didn't make the worst choice available, I didn't make the best one either. And because I ordered from the cafeteria, I just HAD to get ice cream for dessert (though it WAS a small portion). Then a coworker decided to order cheese sticks, cheese curds, chicken strips, and jalapeno poppers for a 10:30 snack. It would be rude had I declined, so I happily indulged. And because I did that, I came home and had a bowl of cereal. Yes, it was a bad day.
So today was bound to be better. On my agenda was to get to the grocery store since my refrigerator is bare, and my cupboards not much better. Instead, I found myself at the buffet. How can a person possibly get only one dessert at the buffet? Its impossible. Not to mention the horrible food choices one is presented with. Ugh.
The cold and wind made for a nice excuse to not get out for a walk today. However, yesterday (at work) I did go for a walk in the skywalk for 20 minutes on my lunch break. So there is that.
Yesterday was WWD and I did weigh myself (pre-binge fest). I'm still under 140, but just barely. I have gained 4 pounds from my lightest weight, and if I am not careful, this can get out of control really quick.
I'm not completely under the water, yet, but I'm barely staying afloat. Why is bad food so GOOD? Damn.
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