After several weeks of staying at a plateau, I finally broke the 20 pound mark! Despite an emotional last week, despite a lack of exercise, and despite not the best food choices, I lost yet another 2 pounds!! Just one pound away from my original goal weight of 135, I now weigh in at 136 for a total of 22 pounds lost!
Actually, after my "screw up week", I have been doing better and making way better choices. My emotions are back in check. I am both amazed and proud that I have allowed myself to fuck up and not end up in a complete disaster where I ultimately sabotage myself, which has been my pattern in the past. Thus far, I have been able to get back on track after each screw up. A friend made a good point and brought it to my attention that perhaps I have been this successful BECAUSE of the weak moments, and I am thinking that maybe that is true.
So now I am living life beyond 20. Beyond a 20 pound weight loss. Go me!
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